Blue and Broken
Pick up your heart
blue and broken
and entrust it to Me.
I will mend it
I will caress it
I will never
misuse it.
Man can be so
careless
with the fragile
but I created
you.
For Myself
to be a light
to move
mountains.
I will capture
those tears
and clutch them
to My heart
as pure joy.
I will embrace
you
you will embrace
the promise
and together
we will build My
Kingdom.
Today I made Ice Tea…sun tea to be exact. I chose the correct glass pitcher, filled it
with RO water and added the perfectly picked tea bags to create a wonderful
blend of sun drenched tea. I set it out
on the porch, covered so no bugs could get in, and left it to boil. As I turned to come back in the house I was
thankful for the grace of God. For the
love of Christ. For a wonderful earthly
family, husband and friends. It’s been a
long road for this girl. There was a
time I would think, ‘Here I am, covered in grace, loved by the Only One that
matters, bound for greatness in His eyes and yet I have no love for
myself.’ Struck down by words as a
child, I fought a life tormented with insecurities.
I have my father’s feet; lovely on my father, not
so attractive on me. The infamous Venus
di Milo second toe stretching beyond the first toe is apparently unattractive
except on a Greek goddess. I have my
mother’s ankles and beautifully developed dancer legs, but in elementary school
they are tagged ‘bird legs’.
When I was 8 years old I had a friend who forever
teased me about my ankle’s being too skinny and my toes too long. And so I spent many years before and after
the flash dance era wearing my socks scrunched down around my ankles and
closed-toe shoes. I was a faux pas
waiting to happen. My father would tell
me that my ankles were not skinny, but shapely, and that Venus de Milo’s second
toe was beautifully captured in sculpture.
But the voice of my ‘friend’ rang louder in my ears than the voice of my
father who loved me more than any other earthly person.
I began to see other flaws; one eye smaller than
the other, one lip higher, one imperfectly formed eyebrow, barrenness… those
are the things that shaped the way I felt about myself. I’m not alone in this. My younger brother faced much insecurity
because he struck out as he came up for the winning run when he was a little
boy. There are the abused, the disabled,
and the unwanted; all crying out for encouragement. But sometimes a word isn’t enough. What I’ve discovered as I walk with the Lord
is that we must inhabit the belief that we are created BY God in HIS
image! How beautiful is the Face of He
who sent His son in propitiation for our sins.
Though we are a fallen race, and must watch that
fine line between walking in humility while knowing that we are Kings and
Queens in His eyes, we must not allow others to determine the assurance in
which we move through life. 1John 4
tells us we must love one another, for love springs from God and that we must
know and understand the love God cherishes for us.
“God is love and he who dwells and continues in
love dwells and continues in God and God dwells and continues in him. In this, love is brought to completion and
attains perfection with us that we may have confidence for the Day of Judgment
because as he is so are we in this world”.
We must first love ourselves. Now when I look in the mirror, rather than
seeing a distorted view of the world’s image, I focus on the words of Song of Solomon 4:7, “You are altogether
beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you”.
I pray you find those words as well.